My husband will have his line check tonight. After days and days of stress, pressure and studying like crazy, the day has finally arrived.
After he left, I locked the door, made a little detour to the kitchen and picked up a bottle of water and a box of cornflakes. I like munching on dried cornflakes. It’s me-time again or let’s just say, I’m alone again!
The cold room, dim light and cornflakes are my company for tonight. I tried as much as possible not to be clingy (chatting/wanting attention/chatting) and moody every time he has a flight. I’m getting used to it. I just need to divert my attention.
This is one of the reasons why I also limit myself from watching horror movies. I just can’t sleep alone because I am really vulnerable to I’m-not-gonna-say-it-cause-now-I’m-thinking-about-it-damn. Seriously, I need to switch on the main light!
Done. Please don’t call me a pussy… 😢
He will be home in more than 12 hours, so I guess I will be sleeping with the lights on again. Wishing to hear good news when I wake up!