It feels weird to be back into writing again. Sitting on this brown couch in front of my laptop and listening to Blue Christmas by Elvis Presley. Yeah, it’s going to be Christmas soon and I never felt this empty.
Last month had been a very emotional month for me. The one thing that I feared the most to happen happened to me. I lost the most important person in my life, my superhero, my no. 1 believer and fan, my inspiration, my everything.
I said to myself that I will write a post about my superhero as soon as I’m ready. I guess I’m not. Just a thought of how perfect a father he was to me gives me pain. I don’t know how to move on. It just hurts so bad.
I’ve been through the other stages of grief, I think I will be stuck in the depression stage for a while. It’s just so difficult to accept that the man I love and trust the most is gone.